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SO...I haven't been on LJ in a while. Life has been total HELL. Now that I'm n orphan, it's been hard trying to find a place to stay. Now though, I'm staying with a friend. She lives nearby a college as well, so I'll transfer there. It's nice. And not in the 90s already.So...yeah.
I also think that depression is holding me back. I am so disinterested in things that I used to love to do. I don't want to draw, go out with friends and even watching TV is uninteresting to me. I can't do any of those things unless I'm close to drunk. I can't even seem to draw a straight line or anything that resembles art unless I smoked. Cigarettes. I tried weed in my pre-teen years and found that it just wasn't for me.
It's such a long story. If you want to hear it. I don't really like writing about it. I can talk about it...but I dunno. It just seems different in a way. I can't explain it. Just...life is crap.
Oh, and here's a MUCH LARGER VERSION. The original.
I also think that depression is holding me back. I am so disinterested in things that I used to love to do. I don't want to draw, go out with friends and even watching TV is uninteresting to me. I can't do any of those things unless I'm close to drunk. I can't even seem to draw a straight line or anything that resembles art unless I smoked. Cigarettes. I tried weed in my pre-teen years and found that it just wasn't for me.
It's such a long story. If you want to hear it. I don't really like writing about it. I can talk about it...but I dunno. It just seems different in a way. I can't explain it. Just...life is crap.
Oh, and here's a MUCH LARGER VERSION. The original.
