Pieces of Me
I hate cleaning my room, since i can never stay on-task and I'm running out of storage area. I really feel guilty about this but I can't stand having family visit for even only a couple of days, I don't like it when my house is filled with people. I dont like liars, or liars diguised as someone you thought you could trust. I don't like overdramatic people, or people that are fake, shallow, or people that like to think they're more valuble than anyone else. I hate shopping for Christmas presents since I can never buy the perfect gift. I hate being in fights with my friends, even if they aren't that close. I hate the feeling i have that someone doesn't like me, even if I never talk to them. I don't like gold earings, even though i'm sensitive to the silver ones. I dont like pulling staples out of a paper since i rarely ever do it perfectly. I hate it when my pencil is too sharp, and i hate it when it is too dull. I hate feeling under accomplished compared to other people... i hate the way i look, and sometimes the way i act.. and I hate being this self-concious and i am very picky about food. I don't like updating my journal about my day, i dont really think people care. That's only half of the things I don't like. I really love playing sports for long periods of time, even though i complain in the middle of it all. I love volleyball, but i love soccer even more. I like the feeling of being sore, because it makes me feel like i did something right. I love music and going without it for one day would be impossible for me. My dream concert would deifntiley be Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Something Corporate, Sugarcult, and Blink 182... I'd wait all night in a tent to get tickets for that concert. My favorite badn ever is Taking Back Sunday. I love looking up lyrics and relating them to my life. I love watching scary movies and comedies more than any other type of movie. Sometimes I like crying during a movie. I love Sean to death because he's always there when I need him, even if I dont have anything specific to tell him. Plus he's just awesome to be with and I'll never get sick of him. I don't know how to explain things like love to people. I dont like it when i dont understand what someones trying to say. I like answering questions about myself. I dont really like asking them. I really like writing.. poetry or stories, i usually reltate them to me or people i know. My parents and teachers say I should get a career in writing. My Parents also say I should consider being a photographer. I love taking pictures. I'm in love with Tom Delonge and i like getting christmas presents. I love my friends and being around a lot of my close friends at the saem time. I love angela's sleepovers. I love reading Lauren Bankes' journals becuse i think they're interesting. I love her taste in music, too. Danielle Smith is an awesome friend and i'll tell her just about anything. Angela Rossetto is the one that i will complain to about people that are pissing me off, because usually she'll agree with me. Jessica York is great to vent to because she'll listen. I've known Alex Scheidemantel since the second grade and we're still friends, just not as close. Rachel Davis is the most outgoing person alive. But Kevin is a lot of fun to talk to and be aorund because its never boring. I just met Collin Colegrove this year and he's a lot more random then you'd liek to think. Craig is a good person to tell you problems to. He listens. Vikki is always willing to try anything which is awesome. I wish I was better friends with Sam Levy because I think she's funny and I like it how she doesn't like to gossip a lot. Alexa Harris was in my girlscout troop and we love spicegirls. Darcie and I will always find fun somewhere, and that's why she's awesome. I love Lauren's Parties, too. I met Jill Zientarski this year and she is the coolest kid you'll ever meet, and I love hanging otu with her because she's fun but she never gets annoying, ever. I met Steve COllier this year... I tlak to him all the time even though I've only seen him twice in person. He's the funniest kid ever. Allison White is extremely easy to talk to, and she is extrmely random which i love. Meaghan Murray is such a funny kid and she's so sweet and never mean to anyone. I've known Alexis Homicz since i was 5 but we haven't hung out since last summer and i miss her. I would name every single person I know and everything i love about them but i can't do that. I really like Rootbeer and Cherry Coke. If I know what love is I think I'm in love. I dont like it when people tell me I dontk now what love means. I love trick-or-treating and i never want to get too old. Sometimes I can't wait for highschool.. sometimes I'm scared. Now I'm wondering who read that whole thing and what they're thinking.
That's definitley not all of me, but it's a start.