Change of heart

Jul 14, 2010 01:06

Ms Farhana covered Heredity this morning during Biology class. I won't gainsay the fact that I'm really interested in genetics. All I'm lacking is the brains to ace that subject...

Mother Tongue class was boring, and Physics class was worse. I seriously don't understand the whole chapter on Electromagnetic Induction. I'm so annoyed at the subject... but obviously, I can't vent my anger on it. Neither should I vent it on Mr Tan. Though I don't get his teaching half of the time. Perhaps it was partly because I sleep during his lessons. :/

For Chemistry class, Ms Gan assigned a challenging SPA Skill 3 task for us which took me really long to complete. I even had to stay back in class for almost an hour just to complete the assignment. Planning experiments has become my #1 enemy.

Anyway, I went to have lunch with my friends after school, as usual. Had teriyaki chicken don... though the meal wasn't really in Japanese style. Sat with Janet, Jasper & Li Ting, though I was in a huge group initially. The rest occupied another table. We talked about Down's syndrome patients and the news of a man who raped his blood-related niece who has that condition. It's frightening because such patients are already so vulnerable... it's like pushing them off the edge of the cliff they've been struggling to cling on to. Just what goes on in the mind of humans who think like that man?

Headed to Tampines 1 with Rashid, Li Ting & Christon after lunch (FYI, it was already 5pm by the time we finished our meals) to buy Kristine's gift. After that, we went to Teadot to study. Took some pictures, too.



I'm the narcissist who's just plain retarded.



They're obviously posing with a replica.
As predicted, I slept on the bus ride home.

I'm becoming more unconscious of the people around me. I don't want to pick my friends "wisely" anymore, and expect so much from them. As long as I have who can relate with me, and who enjoy my company, I'm cool. I don't need to rank them and call them best friends, good friends, or friends. They're people who walk into my life to start something special with me. But that doesn't guarantee that they'll never walk out. In fact, they might just be standing at the door the whole while. And I'm saying this because countless of friends didn't keep that unwritten promise of not leaving. I won't expect to be an important figure in someone else's life anymore, but if I was, that'd be great. Thanks for cherishing me, then. But as time progresses, both of us will eventually have a change of heart.

p.s. Check out the song I'm currently listening to! :)

reflection, school, news, outing, rant, photos

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