Message to myself
Time to grow up, you're not a little girl anymore and as such it's time to focus on studies! I know every excuse I'll make for myself so harsh as it is GET OVER IT! What you're into does nothing to help you, you've heard it from yourself, parents, siblings, and if that isn't a sign that it's bad I don't know what is. Being in college it's all on you! Time to break the habit and be a better person for it. You can do it! You don't need *that filth* in your life or internet. So grow up, study hard, and be prepared to NOT have this message to yourself again. You've purged your journal of that trash, now keep it away! You can do it! Just focus on your studies and before you know it the bad habit/obsession will be gone! Now go study! ^_^