Life sometimes can be so short, but leave the biggest impact.

[hopperdink]

Yesterday I have to say, was one of the most emotionally draining days of my Life. I got up and started it like a normal day, got my hair cut, went and got some shoes, then went home to get ready. I can honestly say there was nothing in this world that could have prepared me for the Funeral. I got there and it started out alright, I signed the book and made the rounds with some of the family I knew. As soon as the brought in the casket I knew I was lost. I wanted to pretend so much that this had to be a dream, I wasnt really there, and this handt really happened. The preist did his speech, which was alright, and then they played 'I am a child of god' and played a picture video of him. That I have to say was the saddest part, to watch all the memories fly by, and to know that there would never be anymore. And if you tok the time to look, you could see with every picture as he aged, his eyes got sadder and sadder, which broke my heart that it took this for me to Notice. I cant explain how much this has really upset me, becasue Im not sure that anyone would understand, at least no one has yet. But it has upset me, extremely so, and I dont know how to make it better, granite I may be alright when with friends, but when Im alone thats when I really get to thinking and thats when Im the worst off. So feel free to call or whatnot, but I may not be the ray of sunshine I usually am.

Hopper Taichiou