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I finally did it. I stopped drinking. I hate who I am when I drink. I'm done. No more alcohol for me. I'm so proud of me :)
Also in other news I had a kind of amazing experience yesterday, Let me tell you about it. I woke up feeling sad, which was weird for me, because in the last 4 years i can count on one hand how many times I've cried for my mother. But this year was different. I was already on my way to church when I decided to hope I would feel my mom's presence in His house. While there was not a dry seat in the house and I believe everyone including myself felt God's presence, I did not feel my mom. So i left and went shopping for a replacement pair of jeans. On my way inside the store, I tripped and some spare change flew out of my bag. A lady walking alongside of me stopped me to see if I was okay and to tell me I dropped something. I looked back and saw it was some change and told her it was no biggie, it was just money. In response she ran over to pick up said change and hand it back telling me, "here someone in Heaven is giving you ten kisses". I was stunned, I politely said "thank you" and went inside the store. It was the first time I had stopped crying all day.
He truly does work in mysterious ways. You may call it a coincidence, but in this world I do not believe in coincidences, I've just learned to say thank you.
Also in other news I had a kind of amazing experience yesterday, Let me tell you about it. I woke up feeling sad, which was weird for me, because in the last 4 years i can count on one hand how many times I've cried for my mother. But this year was different. I was already on my way to church when I decided to hope I would feel my mom's presence in His house. While there was not a dry seat in the house and I believe everyone including myself felt God's presence, I did not feel my mom. So i left and went shopping for a replacement pair of jeans. On my way inside the store, I tripped and some spare change flew out of my bag. A lady walking alongside of me stopped me to see if I was okay and to tell me I dropped something. I looked back and saw it was some change and told her it was no biggie, it was just money. In response she ran over to pick up said change and hand it back telling me, "here someone in Heaven is giving you ten kisses". I was stunned, I politely said "thank you" and went inside the store. It was the first time I had stopped crying all day.
He truly does work in mysterious ways. You may call it a coincidence, but in this world I do not believe in coincidences, I've just learned to say thank you.