Sep 06, 2003 12:43
last night was fun/a little depressing, but nonetheless fun.
i've found myself growing fond of people i never thought i would enjoy, but i do enjoy them.
i'm trying to be as tolerant as possible and make amense with everyone.
i decided to put aside things that i shouldn't worry about and just be nice to everyone and anyone that i meet, despite what theyve ever done in the past.
yeah, sure, things still piss me off, but i'm caitlin. i have a lot of anger inside me but whatever. it's no use taking it out on stupid things. it's just one aspect of those people, i'll get over it.
the only thing that matters is if they're nice people.
but... i'll still be incredibly cynical :/. thats just natural for me i guess.
and i'll still be bitter.
hopefully i'll do something enjoyable tonight.
i'm glad to have loyal and true friends.
thanks everyone.
for being yourselves.
and accepting me.
and blah blah blah.
i don't know if i'm going to Meeting tomorrow.
i went last week so....... i don't know.