Feb 18, 2006 14:19
wow... so i havent updating in a LONG ass time..
as most of you know I'm not in the army anymore...
for reasons id rather not talk about...
recently i have realiazed...i dont have any friends left.
sure i have a few. but we dont hang out.
jon and i are trying to be friends.
his new girlfriend doesnt want that.
oh yea... jon now has a new girlfriend..
isnt it sweet how he KNEW i wanted to be with him and try again...
and he told me he wouldnt date her because she was to young...
but now they are together...
whatever...
im over it.
im no longer seeing corey..
he was getting way to weird for me.
im not ready to get married and start a whole new life with someone i hardly know...
not my thing.
josh and i still havent talked.
i tried to IM him.. he didnt respond and i think he blocked me,
im thinking about calling him.
i have no car. i totaled it 3 days ago.
i have no job..
no money..
no friends...
no boyfriend..
at this point...life sucks.
ill...update more.. i promise <3