Aug 30, 2009 11:39
I don't know what to say, but I feel like I should say something.
It's been a hard weekend, full of feelings of hopelessness.
It's their wedding anniversary. And I don't think he's ever going to leave.
I don't want to be alone, but, sitting in my bed, alone, at 4:00 am, I was acutely aware of the fact that I am.
I'm sick of being a dirty little secret.
aaronbenedict,
relationships,
malky,
cheating,
doubts,
secrets,
loneliness,
marriage,
sad