Nov 01, 2005 19:18
well apparently no one loves me....::crying::
i hope that i don't have to move b/c i really don't want to i like my neighborhood and the school, i'm praying i don't have to move.
some things just never happen and i don't understand...i don't think i've ever done anything really bad and yet i have a horrible life i don't get it...maybe God just doesn't like me...maybe i'm so awful he can't do anything good for me...and i know that sounds really bad but for the past 5 years my life has been like living in a Fucking Hell i'm so confused and now my friends are ditching me i don't understand what i'm doing so wrong in my life i just want all the bad things to go away forever...
xoxo
caylie