Jul 19, 2006 03:50
I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW AND ITS DRIVING ME FUCKING NUTS.
i dont know what to say, how to act, what to think......... im setting myself up to get hurt because i am a stupid little girl and i think the whole world is cotton candy and rainbows.
i love this world but at the same time i feel like im stuck in it right now. i want to see so much more. i just have to do it. i will do it.
any grudge ive ever had against anyone is hereby dropped. fuck it, not worth my time. i only want to concentrate on the people i like now.
this sounds depressing but im probably just tired.
and boys.... i really have realized that i dont have the first insight into what boys are thinking ever. so clueless.
i love you guys.
and i discovered riding bikes is fun also tonight especially when you are with people as sweet as the possee i was rollin with.