aw hell
first update in long long time.
my current status? gay.
my current favorite band.... AFI. but that will not change. in fact on th 28th they are playing in myrtle beach and i am going come hell or high water. its my birthday present to myself possibly. close followers include tsunami bomb, tiger army, inspection12, nofx, fugazi, walls of jericho.
current summer happenings.... none so far. well, there has been rachels beach house. OH and how could i forget, there were those 9 days i had my own house. aw i miss that right now. it was at the beach and it was grand, and i was constantly tanned. theres been work... White House/ Black Market at the town centre, and everyone i know works there now. so its cool. BUT i want to get a new job, one where i do not have to talk to people or smile or help anyone match a shirt with some goddamn pants.
current thoughts about life.... life is good. and i have fully come to realize that karma one of the most real notions that ive encountered lately. ive seen it bite quite a few people in the ass, and yet i have no remorse for them because it really is getting what they deserve. and i think those who claim "well ive done all these good things and only bad things happen to me", well, you are first of all too conceited because you could always be doing better, and your were probably a shitbag to everyone in a former life and your getting yours now. bitch.
current thoughts about "gossip", "shit-talking", "rumours", and "scandalous people".... i dont care. well obviously i care a little bit because i took the time to make a subtitle about it, and everyone whos not a complete sociopath cares about others, but in broader terms, please do whatever you want, and everyone be a little more fucking accepting of peoples personal choices as long as they are not intentionally being evil. i love people who have convictions they would argue to the grave for, but also are enlightened enough to not persecute others for thiers.
current "shout-outs" to my "home-bros"... i have some friends i really love right now, and i know some of us neglect eachother, but i still love you and think about you. thankyou.
current thoughts about some "bullshit"... im fucking in debt and i dont like money, but it aint bringin me down cause imma ride spinnas one day. (on a teachers salary....)
current thoughts on "boys"- who are you? what are all of you doing? why cant you ake up your mind? why are you all sexy when you wear eyeliner? does intelligent life exist in there? does swallowing sperm REALLY prevent cancer? (just kidding!!). in reality, i have no thoughts on any of you, exept wondering what you look like naked. well, i do think higher of a couple of ya.
current thoughts on "GOALS".... in the next 10 years, i will
1)get some sort of degree for something from college
2)have been at least 2 of these: TEACHER, FLIGHT ATTENDANT, BARTENDER AT COOL CLUB, PARAMEDIC, SINGER OF A SWEET ROCKABILLY BAND, WRITER WITH A PUBLISHED WORK, SAVIOR OF A BABY IN A BURNING BUILDING, DRUG LORD WITH A GLAMOUR STATUS SIMILAR TO THAT OF JOHNNY DEPP IN "BLOW", VETERINARIAN, CITY PLANNER.
3)adopt a dog
4)get a really cool place either in riverside or out of the state of florida
5)go to amsterdam and travel in the eastern countries
6) I WILL MEET DAVEY HAVOK
7) get my tattoo plans which are... armpit (to be done tomorrow by justin jarrel), forearm to be done by christian, ribs on my right side to be done by ???, stomach to be touched up, outer arm to be touched up, crazy shit on my back, and no more after that.
i suppose this is what happens when drink 4 cups of coffee and decide not to go out on a monday night. this is farewell then.
my current status? gay.
my current favorite band.... AFI. but that will not change. in fact on th 28th they are playing in myrtle beach and i am going come hell or high water. its my birthday present to myself possibly. close followers include tsunami bomb, tiger army, inspection12, nofx, fugazi, walls of jericho.
current summer happenings.... none so far. well, there has been rachels beach house. OH and how could i forget, there were those 9 days i had my own house. aw i miss that right now. it was at the beach and it was grand, and i was constantly tanned. theres been work... White House/ Black Market at the town centre, and everyone i know works there now. so its cool. BUT i want to get a new job, one where i do not have to talk to people or smile or help anyone match a shirt with some goddamn pants.
current thoughts about life.... life is good. and i have fully come to realize that karma one of the most real notions that ive encountered lately. ive seen it bite quite a few people in the ass, and yet i have no remorse for them because it really is getting what they deserve. and i think those who claim "well ive done all these good things and only bad things happen to me", well, you are first of all too conceited because you could always be doing better, and your were probably a shitbag to everyone in a former life and your getting yours now. bitch.
current thoughts about "gossip", "shit-talking", "rumours", and "scandalous people".... i dont care. well obviously i care a little bit because i took the time to make a subtitle about it, and everyone whos not a complete sociopath cares about others, but in broader terms, please do whatever you want, and everyone be a little more fucking accepting of peoples personal choices as long as they are not intentionally being evil. i love people who have convictions they would argue to the grave for, but also are enlightened enough to not persecute others for thiers.
current "shout-outs" to my "home-bros"... i have some friends i really love right now, and i know some of us neglect eachother, but i still love you and think about you. thankyou.
current thoughts about some "bullshit"... im fucking in debt and i dont like money, but it aint bringin me down cause imma ride spinnas one day. (on a teachers salary....)
current thoughts on "boys"- who are you? what are all of you doing? why cant you ake up your mind? why are you all sexy when you wear eyeliner? does intelligent life exist in there? does swallowing sperm REALLY prevent cancer? (just kidding!!). in reality, i have no thoughts on any of you, exept wondering what you look like naked. well, i do think higher of a couple of ya.
current thoughts on "GOALS".... in the next 10 years, i will
1)get some sort of degree for something from college
2)have been at least 2 of these: TEACHER, FLIGHT ATTENDANT, BARTENDER AT COOL CLUB, PARAMEDIC, SINGER OF A SWEET ROCKABILLY BAND, WRITER WITH A PUBLISHED WORK, SAVIOR OF A BABY IN A BURNING BUILDING, DRUG LORD WITH A GLAMOUR STATUS SIMILAR TO THAT OF JOHNNY DEPP IN "BLOW", VETERINARIAN, CITY PLANNER.
3)adopt a dog
4)get a really cool place either in riverside or out of the state of florida
5)go to amsterdam and travel in the eastern countries
6) I WILL MEET DAVEY HAVOK
7) get my tattoo plans which are... armpit (to be done tomorrow by justin jarrel), forearm to be done by christian, ribs on my right side to be done by ???, stomach to be touched up, outer arm to be touched up, crazy shit on my back, and no more after that.
i suppose this is what happens when drink 4 cups of coffee and decide not to go out on a monday night. this is farewell then.