i give up.
It's not just this week, or the last, or the one before that. Nor is it just you, or that, or even that. It's being kicked while I'm already down on the ground. It's losing the battles I fight every damn day. It's accepting the cold truth with resignation. It's constantly trying and constantly failing. It's every single thing that's been breaking my heart.
At this point, I'm not sure if I can take anything else. This is my threshold, the absolute limit, and whatever comes next will probably leave me broken beyond repair. Frankly, I'm too tired, and it hurts too much already. It's a lot more than anyone could take. I wish I could say I'm stronger than this, but the truth is, I'm not. I never was. You were wrong about that.
There's really nothing in here for me anymore. Then again, I don't think there's anything for me anywhere else.
At this point, I'm not sure if I can take anything else. This is my threshold, the absolute limit, and whatever comes next will probably leave me broken beyond repair. Frankly, I'm too tired, and it hurts too much already. It's a lot more than anyone could take. I wish I could say I'm stronger than this, but the truth is, I'm not. I never was. You were wrong about that.
There's really nothing in here for me anymore. Then again, I don't think there's anything for me anywhere else.