im giving into you.
I feel like a failure right now. I need to do school work and i wont get myself to do it. I feel like even if I do it, Ill do a bad job. I really need to somehow fix that attitude. fuck school. Heather and Brian came this weekend so they were here for dinner tonight. it was nice to see them. it was wierd, my aunt was over and she starting talking about guys and if i was with anyone. i was like nope guys are pretty much jerks, and shes like yeah my daughter is having the same problem, shes like all they want is sex, and thats not right. it was cool cuz I have never really talked to her about stuff,it was nice. this weekend I went to lansing and trained people at a new steak and shake in lansing it was ok. I think i just liked having a hotel room to myself and being somewhere new. im supposed to go back in a couple weeks but i dont know if i want to or not...well see...I want a boyfriend really bad for some reason, but i dont think that will happen soon at all.......o well...Bye everyone!