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Well I've been doing awesome. I know i have not writtan but you know there are times when things are going so good u dont wanna tell anyone anything. Well we had alot of UIL one act play and me and michael hungout alot. We've gotten really close as friends and now that he's going to Sci-Tech I'm really gonna miss him a whole lot. Me, him and ana had like our own little group and when one of us has a problem u tell one and the other gets it from them. Well yesterday we had 3 shows to do and heres how my day went....
1st-
Me, Ana and Michael (three muskateers)went to our first period classes and got breakfast and went back to the theatre room. Me and ana sat outside the room and ate breakfast and Michael walked like to the road in the back of the skool and he was gonna come back but was to lazy to so he just sat down on the curb and ate. the police man drove by and asked what he was doing. LOL it was funny.
2nd period- We had to put on a show for the 6th graders. Michael's 7th grade friend Andrea was there because she had theatre 2nd. When i first saw Michael with her I was a little uneasy cause it seemed that they were both all over eachother but then I relized it was her all over him, but then I relized that it was actullay not that either. I was just over reacting. She's actually pretty kewl and i dont mind her anymore.
3rd- One more show with just me and Michael hanging out in back with an awesome skater 7th grader-sAm- She's kewl. Ohn ya we were there with myra too.
4th- The BEST period EVER. We went into the theatre room and put on some music. it was soo kewl. We were telling stories singing songs and thinking about the last day of skool. We were just there and we were talking about stuff when the song Emotionless came up and me and Alyssa both admitted how not only did that song kinda purtain to our relationships with our dads but so did the song "Perfect" by Simple Plan.
"GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS
Emotionless
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?
but we're all right
we're all right
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still aliveyeah, I'm still alive
sometimes
I forgiveyeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, I miss you
hey dad
SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry"
We both feel that there is nothing we can do to make them proud of us and we both still cry when we hear that song. And I cry with Emotionless. but not as much as with Perfect. Then me and Ana and Michael were laying down on the tables and we were having our special we talk about and we were talking about all of us possibly spliting up next year and the thought of none of us going over to eachothers house anymore. Having Michael do stupid stuff just to annoy us and make us look like idiots.
5th- We had lunch with the 7th graders. Then went back and did alittle partying with the 5th period class. (Brittany, Manda Colbath, Martin, Ana, Karen and everyone else)
Starting 5th and going on to 6th- Me and Michael walked around and we talked about some stuff that was bothering him.
6th- Got ready for another show and put in an extra scence so Michael could be in it(10 min. before the show)
7th- 8th grade show. The best. Neza and Karen were laughing and I could hear them back stage. LOL I was so nervous for Michael. He did good though.
8th- Everone left but me Myra Michael and Alisa. Alisa feel asleep and Me and Michael walked Myra to the gym and we walked back slowly.We were talking
Then I went home and wrote a note to Michael and I told him that if anything were ever to happen that I'd really miss him and that i loved him and stuff like that.
Jackie came to school today and it was a suprise for Brittany. It was really hard to keep it a secret but I did and it was worth it. She was so happy She was like crying.
Today I told Brittany about Po Boys and TCB's and I think she thinks Im strange or something. I think I might have totally freaked her out. Did I Britt?
Well today I made a puppet and Brittany gave me a KKK doll. Here is a picture of them both.
Well hope ya'll like my update. MARTIN YOU BETTER UPDATE.Love you all. Peace out.
1st-
Me, Ana and Michael (three muskateers)went to our first period classes and got breakfast and went back to the theatre room. Me and ana sat outside the room and ate breakfast and Michael walked like to the road in the back of the skool and he was gonna come back but was to lazy to so he just sat down on the curb and ate. the police man drove by and asked what he was doing. LOL it was funny.
2nd period- We had to put on a show for the 6th graders. Michael's 7th grade friend Andrea was there because she had theatre 2nd. When i first saw Michael with her I was a little uneasy cause it seemed that they were both all over eachother but then I relized it was her all over him, but then I relized that it was actullay not that either. I was just over reacting. She's actually pretty kewl and i dont mind her anymore.
3rd- One more show with just me and Michael hanging out in back with an awesome skater 7th grader-sAm- She's kewl. Ohn ya we were there with myra too.
4th- The BEST period EVER. We went into the theatre room and put on some music. it was soo kewl. We were telling stories singing songs and thinking about the last day of skool. We were just there and we were talking about stuff when the song Emotionless came up and me and Alyssa both admitted how not only did that song kinda purtain to our relationships with our dads but so did the song "Perfect" by Simple Plan.
"GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS
Emotionless
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?
but we're all right
we're all right
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still aliveyeah, I'm still alive
sometimes
I forgiveyeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you
[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, I miss you
hey dad
SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry"
We both feel that there is nothing we can do to make them proud of us and we both still cry when we hear that song. And I cry with Emotionless. but not as much as with Perfect. Then me and Ana and Michael were laying down on the tables and we were having our special we talk about and we were talking about all of us possibly spliting up next year and the thought of none of us going over to eachothers house anymore. Having Michael do stupid stuff just to annoy us and make us look like idiots.
5th- We had lunch with the 7th graders. Then went back and did alittle partying with the 5th period class. (Brittany, Manda Colbath, Martin, Ana, Karen and everyone else)
Starting 5th and going on to 6th- Me and Michael walked around and we talked about some stuff that was bothering him.
6th- Got ready for another show and put in an extra scence so Michael could be in it(10 min. before the show)
7th- 8th grade show. The best. Neza and Karen were laughing and I could hear them back stage. LOL I was so nervous for Michael. He did good though.
8th- Everone left but me Myra Michael and Alisa. Alisa feel asleep and Me and Michael walked Myra to the gym and we walked back slowly.We were talking
Then I went home and wrote a note to Michael and I told him that if anything were ever to happen that I'd really miss him and that i loved him and stuff like that.
Jackie came to school today and it was a suprise for Brittany. It was really hard to keep it a secret but I did and it was worth it. She was so happy She was like crying.
Today I told Brittany about Po Boys and TCB's and I think she thinks Im strange or something. I think I might have totally freaked her out. Did I Britt?
Well today I made a puppet and Brittany gave me a KKK doll. Here is a picture of them both.
Well hope ya'll like my update. MARTIN YOU BETTER UPDATE.Love you all. Peace out.