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I am in love with this guy
He makes me smile
He makes me laugh
I feel like I'm worth something when I'm around him
I feel pretty in his presense
He can brighten up any day
He doesnt know my name
He doesnt know my hopes
My fears, my dreams
He doesnt know me
Though
He can make me cry a thousand tears
He can make me hate everything at once
He can put me in such a bad mood
He can crush my heart with one word
Yet
When with him my stomach fills with butterflies
His smile makes me melt
His voice makes me cringe
I'd do anything to just to be in his arms
To have a kiss
To be near him
To be his.
To be anything besides this worthless thing I am today