hmm
well I dont write much in here anymore... I dont know where I am in life right now but Im content.. which is amazing... im up and down but im still content.. my girlfriend of 4+ years broke up with me for the final time and I feel like I lost my bestfriend but it all really feels like she was a fake now. So I guess that helps to just move on with life.. Its really good to be alone right now.. Im writing alot of new music with my band and its just really getting incredible to know my band members and the creation that we do together makes me whole. So anyway I guess im just realizing Im just ok... it doesnt matter nothing does.. im ok..