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I've been having feelings of insecurity and just plain uneasyness. It's no kidding it's so difficult for me to get past the first two months of a relationship. My stress level is sky rocketting and my pessimisim is at an all time high. I just am not enough and I know it. I still am waiting for her to find out and see. She deserves a person who can live up to her intellectual level and physical. She's a ten and i'm a 5, that's pushing it.