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Gave you a ride to the high school so you could skate.
And it felt like old times.
Except...
You couldnt even look at me.
And you wouldnt dare come back and talk to me when I got home.
"Not to night. I dont feel like it. Bye."
Rejected but it wasnt really me on the phone it was amanda.
Glad I didnt personally have to hear your decline.
Should just give it up I suppose.
B/c you say apologies arent going to get you to go back out with me.
And I say thats not what I want..
but.. yeah... actually it is.. but it isnt.
I dont expect it. I want it.
And Im stupid and pathetic sitting by the window.
I hate that you live right across the street on weekends. (thats not entirely true..)
You're saying I had my chance and blew it.
But with you it was always sorry. sorry. sorry.
And you blew it more times than I can count.
And it felt like old times.
Except...
You couldnt even look at me.
And you wouldnt dare come back and talk to me when I got home.
"Not to night. I dont feel like it. Bye."
Rejected but it wasnt really me on the phone it was amanda.
Glad I didnt personally have to hear your decline.
Should just give it up I suppose.
B/c you say apologies arent going to get you to go back out with me.
And I say thats not what I want..
but.. yeah... actually it is.. but it isnt.
I dont expect it. I want it.
And Im stupid and pathetic sitting by the window.
I hate that you live right across the street on weekends. (thats not entirely true..)
You're saying I had my chance and blew it.
But with you it was always sorry. sorry. sorry.
And you blew it more times than I can count.