I.M_M.A.D_A.S_H.E.L.L.
So...my moms suck a lot of ass. But we won't get into that...All I can say is that I am so glad I have a job and I don't have to be home all the time.
I'm not going to third period today. I'm gonna go to Jezzy's and watch a movie before I have to return to hell. I'm trying to be positive here and not get all depressed, but it's kinda hard when you have two people telling you everyday that they don't believe anything you say and they are just waiting for you to do one little thing so they can catch you and tell you how horrible you are. God, I'm so mad. Someone once told me that all my bad/sad emotions cme out as anger. And I'm not gonna dispute that, they probably do. But I dunno how to not be angry in a situation like this. I'm working my ass off to prove I'm sorry and all I get for it is shit in return. /sdgkg˚fbgvbfrgjawkargaerhserlhj FUCK ITTTTTTTTTTT! Fuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckit.God, just, fuck it.
I swear,
If I could take your pain and frame it and hang it on my wall
Maybe you would never have to hurt at all
I'm painting pictures in red and blue
A portrait bruised just like you
And now you're walking away
I think everyone should listen to that song...it effing rocks. I first heard it on a victory records cd I got last summer when I bought Taking Back Sunday. Every once in a while I listen to it on repeat b/c it makes me feel better. Dunno why....anyways...just thought I'd share.
I'm not going to third period today. I'm gonna go to Jezzy's and watch a movie before I have to return to hell. I'm trying to be positive here and not get all depressed, but it's kinda hard when you have two people telling you everyday that they don't believe anything you say and they are just waiting for you to do one little thing so they can catch you and tell you how horrible you are. God, I'm so mad. Someone once told me that all my bad/sad emotions cme out as anger. And I'm not gonna dispute that, they probably do. But I dunno how to not be angry in a situation like this. I'm working my ass off to prove I'm sorry and all I get for it is shit in return. /sdgkg˚fbgvbfrgjawkargaerhserlhj FUCK ITTTTTTTTTTT! Fuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitfuckit.God, just, fuck it.
I swear,
If I could take your pain and frame it and hang it on my wall
Maybe you would never have to hurt at all
I'm painting pictures in red and blue
A portrait bruised just like you
And now you're walking away
I think everyone should listen to that song...it effing rocks. I first heard it on a victory records cd I got last summer when I bought Taking Back Sunday. Every once in a while I listen to it on repeat b/c it makes me feel better. Dunno why....anyways...just thought I'd share.