I'm sorry....
So I've been sorta sucking at life lately. I've been really moody and really bitchy. I know a lot of this is coming from the stress of volleyball. And I'm taking it out on other people. And Im sorry. It's no excuse how upset I am about volleyball, I can't treat people this way.
Last night I blew up at more than one person. Now one is gone for the weekend (although we semi mended things) and the other won't talk to me. Go me. I honestly don't usually get seriously angery about anything! We lost last night, bad. To a team we should have beat. And I was upset.
And I took it out on two people who really didn't deserve it.
I'm an ass.
I can't apologize enough. Well, one of you won't even accept my apology. Which I don't blame you, but I hope you forgive me. And to the other person, thanks for listening to me. I know I still owe you.
I'm sorry for just sucking lately. I feel so emotionally out of control. But I promise to get better. To be better. To not be a wreck. And to be the fun Eliza that I used to be.