Am I naive?

Apr 19, 2005 22:57

I found out something today that upset me worse than I have ever been in my life.  The problem is, I don't think it's true.  I was so upset I was shaking, I felt like I was going to throw up.  I still do when I think about it.  But I was told it wasn't true.  And I trust this person completely, partly because they pride themself on not lying.  Is that naive of me to believe them?  I want to believe it isn't true, but I'm human and I have doubts and thoughts running through my head.  But then again, am I a horrible person for not trusting this person?   Naive or horrible?  I haven't been able to stop shaking all night, but the fake smile stays on.  
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