Apr 19, 2005 22:57
I found out something today that upset me worse than I have ever been in my life. The problem is, I don't think it's true. I was so upset I was shaking, I felt like I was going to throw up. I still do when I think about it. But I was told it wasn't true. And I trust this person completely, partly because they pride themself on not lying. Is that naive of me to believe them? I want to believe it isn't true, but I'm human and I have doubts and thoughts running through my head. But then again, am I a horrible person for not trusting this person? Naive or horrible? I haven't been able to stop shaking all night, but the fake smile stays on.