Aug 27, 2004 11:07
yep school started on wednesday??? who the hell starts school on a wednesday??¿¿ i hate it... actually i wont lie... id rather be here then work so im kinda glad schools back?? i guess....
//. well last Friday my boyfriend left for college(he goes to Toledo) anywho... i miss him very much... its like a big chunk of my heart was ripped out.... i hate him being far away... we talk on the phone AAAAALLLLOOOOTTTTT though.....he's the greatest thing thats ever happened to me he's the best boyfriend...
He told me he loved me the other day on the phone.. i about pee'd myself... i told him he didnt know me that well to say something like that to me... he threw a fit and yelled at me and i cried.... but we fixed things... so its okay now... when i talked to him last night i told him if he wanted to say it then thats okay but im not ready to say it back yet... im afraid to say it back to him... bcuz i dont want to be heart broken if he ever breaks up with me... i would just die.... maybe i do love him?? i dont know... hmm guess i'll call him when i get home....
He comes back next weekend... im so happy!! i cant wait... He wants to "make a baby"... i dont know how i feel about that yet??? i guess the time will come... and i really cant wait... im excited about it.... its gonna be perfect.
//. well thats all i got for now.. i'll will update hopefully soon instead of months from now... sorry//
<3Casey
i heart Zach