Jul 20, 2005 16:55
so what if i do drugs.or used in the past or tried drugs.
you may think it changes who iam but it doesnt.
im still the same person.go ahead and run your mouth
and complain and talk shit ..but you have no idea
friends stick together NO MATTER WHAT FOR GOOD OR FOR BAD
THEY TRY AND HELP ONE ANOTHER OUT...i know that i have never giving
up on a good friend of mind.we may not speak much anymore but thats not hers or my fault.she went away upstate and i went to mather.she went to sagamore and i went to my school.she came to my school and now is attending a differnt school same type.we were both struglling emotionally and phyiscally but delt with things differntly.we tried to stop one another but werent strong enough.i love this girl to death and would do anything for her to make shure shes okay.and same for her.i dont get it.now im kinda followingdown her path and shes dealing with what i was dealing with.accept this time for me..my friends ditched me and she doesnt know about it.
hASjklsahdgjkadsg i fucking hate people who like will hold something agaisnt you just because they dont like it.okay for instance sombody is mad at me because of my supposlbly use and addcation of drugs.okay thats kinda lame to be mad and not want to be my friend.you can not agree with it but still be my friend its not like i would ever ask you to do it or bring it around you.your my friend and i respect you a little more then that..
i dont get it how people can hold things against you and just bail on you
its really lame.like idk.the kids in my school accept me for who i am
not what i do.and thats how i wish my friends were.how i wish everything was
i got my self help.so therefor the drugs is not a problem. im leaving for boarding school and the last thing i want is to leave knowing i was wanted gone.
that when i return its not gunna be all smiles its gunna be shit. i dont want that i dont need or actually deserve it.maybe i just need new friends because ovb thiese kids arent my friends if they cant accept who i am/ become/becoming
i dont know i got my sself all cconfused.
helpppp