Jul 06, 2006 01:32
ok I just gotta get this out b/c I'm gonna explode if another person pretends to know what this feels like to make me feel better...
you DON'T understand. you DON'T. And I just wanna cry.
oh damnit, I can't write anything b/c then there'll just be questions, and questions make me think about it. And i just don't want to do any of that ANYMORE. I do it enough all day long.
So just forget it. Forget I typed anything, and then you'll feel better about not saying anything b/c I kinda said, in some strange way that I didn't want you to....
.....really.... I'm just alone. At least - - - - I feel alone. And that's pretty much the same thing.
por qué puede no amarme el modo al que le quiero? Por qué?
whatever. no more tears for me tonight. just keep scrollin' to the next update....