thoughts shared equally
i found his other journal
and i read
read
read
4 or 5 entries every day
i feel like my head is ready to explode.
our thoughts are so similar
i understand what he's saying
but he'll never know.
he feels like he's very misunderstood
and he is
we both are
i get it.
"maybe i am not happy at all.
im not even too sure myself at times.
why would i ever want my moods to be stabilized.
sometimes you have to break a heart to unbreak your own."
"the truth is, i just dont like myself too much.
i thank god for the people who love me anyway and can see around that.
you inspire me to be a better person.
and to let myself feel happy."
he knows
maybe he'll be the only one to ever know
i'll have to thank him one day.