We tried so hard to understand and reason
My mom and I went to the super market after I got out of work tonight. For some reason I've been in a really shitty mood all day, I wish I knew why. I was just following her around the super market, like I always do while shes getting a bizzilion and I walked by this old man. His eyes we're so sagged it looked like his eyes werer going to just pop right out of place. I started thinking about life and what the meaning of it really is. I came to the conclusion that we really have no meaning what so ever. People always told me " you're here for a reason" but what reason? Has anyone REALLY found out why their here? No. Life is just so pointless. I mean honestly, we work hard our whole lives, we try to be theb est we can in life, but for what reaon? Wouldnt you rather be happy, and be able to do you're own thing, free will? I know for a fact that I would. I mean honestly, its just so annoying haveing everyone tell me to try hard and do the best I can and blah blah blah..when theirs really no reason to. I would rather be happy, then doing something that I hate doing, wouldnt you to?
When I saw that man tonight, I realised that we're all going to wind up like that someday. Sooner or later, where all going to wither away, with nothing more thn a stone with our names on it in rememberance of us all. No matter how important you are at your work, in your town, anywhere, we're all going to wind up the same way, no one better then anyone else. You might think I'm looking at life with a " Half empty" glass, so to speak, but I'm really not if you think about it enough, it's all true. I dont understand the whole purpose at all. I wish I had something good to sat about life, but in all reality, nothing is;
Love = pain
pain = love
feelings = emotions
emotions = pain
life = death
death = pain
jobs = exhausting;suffering
friendships = love;emotions
See what I mean? No matter how you look at it, you're more then likey going to be screwed over one way or another. Theirs not much you can do about it, I guess love while you still have a chance, because sooner or later even the best things in life go away.
Love deeply
Die alone
When I saw that man tonight, I realised that we're all going to wind up like that someday. Sooner or later, where all going to wither away, with nothing more thn a stone with our names on it in rememberance of us all. No matter how important you are at your work, in your town, anywhere, we're all going to wind up the same way, no one better then anyone else. You might think I'm looking at life with a " Half empty" glass, so to speak, but I'm really not if you think about it enough, it's all true. I dont understand the whole purpose at all. I wish I had something good to sat about life, but in all reality, nothing is;
Love = pain
pain = love
feelings = emotions
emotions = pain
life = death
death = pain
jobs = exhausting;suffering
friendships = love;emotions
See what I mean? No matter how you look at it, you're more then likey going to be screwed over one way or another. Theirs not much you can do about it, I guess love while you still have a chance, because sooner or later even the best things in life go away.
Love deeply
Die alone