You Swore You Loved Me
Well I've came to the conclusion that wthe only time I write in here is out of frustration with me dad, that stupid fucking low life.
Ok well, tonight I guess he called my house looking for my brother and he answered the phone and the low life was like " jonathan, I miss you". My brother got really emotional and freaked out on him and just told him off, not in a mean way but in an honest way, telling him how he shouldnt want to have anything to do with us now that were all grown up and we dont need him, and how he should have been their for us when we were little, and our mother was in the hospital and we were sick and shit was really important. He made everything so hard and then he had the balls to tell my brother to shut up. OMG I FLIPPED THE FUCK OUT when I found out about that.. I called his ass up and bitched him out soooo bad it wasnt even funny, I told him off so bad.
I also came to the conclusion that if I were to ever see that man no one or nothing could ever stop me because I would kill him and nothing or no one would stand in my way, I would make sure of it. I dont think this hate can even be explained. Its not even all hate, its hurt, betrail, and anger..those build up all my hate for him. Oh god, what I would do to see him walking down the street someday.
In a lighter note, I think I'm developing a little crush, on the right guy, and this time, for he right reasons. mmmhmmmmm.
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My heart bleeds no longer for your pathetic views.
My heart beats on stronger with my own resolution.
Ok well, tonight I guess he called my house looking for my brother and he answered the phone and the low life was like " jonathan, I miss you". My brother got really emotional and freaked out on him and just told him off, not in a mean way but in an honest way, telling him how he shouldnt want to have anything to do with us now that were all grown up and we dont need him, and how he should have been their for us when we were little, and our mother was in the hospital and we were sick and shit was really important. He made everything so hard and then he had the balls to tell my brother to shut up. OMG I FLIPPED THE FUCK OUT when I found out about that.. I called his ass up and bitched him out soooo bad it wasnt even funny, I told him off so bad.
I also came to the conclusion that if I were to ever see that man no one or nothing could ever stop me because I would kill him and nothing or no one would stand in my way, I would make sure of it. I dont think this hate can even be explained. Its not even all hate, its hurt, betrail, and anger..those build up all my hate for him. Oh god, what I would do to see him walking down the street someday.
In a lighter note, I think I'm developing a little crush, on the right guy, and this time, for he right reasons. mmmhmmmmm.
<3333333
My heart bleeds no longer for your pathetic views.
My heart beats on stronger with my own resolution.