Mar 28, 2004 20:25
today was a weird day.
i played tennis with my brother. that was fun. then i hung out with tani. we went to sunnyside after washing her car. then i came home and ate and started homework. i don't know how many more pages of Washington Square i can read before i explode. that is by far one of the most boringest books i've ever read in my life. not only do i have to read it, but i have to do a dialectical journal along with it. so i can't just pretend i read the book. that's pretty homo.
i wish i had someone i could talk to. once i thought about it, i don't have anyone i can actually open up to. it kinda made me feel sad and alone... like i have to keep all of my thoughts inside because....i mean.... who would i tell? nobody cares about the stupid problems i have. i guess if i was anyone else, i wouldn't care either.
i finally got to hang out with tani after like a million years, but she was on her phone alot. that kinda defeated the purpose of hanging out in the first place. ::sigh:: what can ya do..............
this isn't fair for you.
sometimes i wish that things could be so much better than this, what's best is not right. sometimes i think that we could be so much closer than this. but i won't look up when you walk away.
word of the day: tire
phrase of the day: "who is that??? ohh... hi"