SHUT UP HEATHER
so i think this would be easy ifff....... i wasn't so torn. if maybe we were the same age. if maybe you weren't so cute. if maybe you didn't attract so many girls. if maybe you could see that i like you. if maybe you hated me. if maybe i didn't feel so bad about this. if maybe everyone would stop saying stuff about it. i feel like i want to say something to you but you are just a boy who is trying to have a good time and enjoy his high school. i don't want to create any drama or direct any attention towards myself. i wish you weren't so cool and you didn't look so good even after soccer practice. i wish i wouldn't be so stupid! i don't even know what i'm talking about. in a couple days i'll be fine. but for the next day or 2 i'm going to feel so depressed. i seriously think something is wrong with me. i feel so horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
im going insane.
i'm an idiot. i never know when ishould tell someone something. i'm always too scared of the result. instead i just drown in my misery lsdklhkasjdoijwoij!~`