Oct 04, 2004 20:14
So I haven't updated in like 4months. Nothing too exciting has gone on.
I moved to Chicago for school and that just absolutely rocks. I love the city. It just sucks that I don't really have anyone close up here. Oh well, in due time.
Chuck died on Thursday. He was 19. It soooo crazy. The whole weekend I was home I kept thinking he was going to walk through Paulson's front door and say "haha, just kidding" and then we'd throw something at the bullseye on his favorite shirt and call him stupid. But he never did. The funeral was very nice. there were alot of people there. Two of the people that spoke though made me angry. One of the main pastors to speak almost turned the funeral into a revival, he went on for an hour and a half about finding jesus. And then chuck's crazy ex-girlfriend got up and turned it into a pity party for her even though they had broken up over a month ago and Chuck thought she was crazy. She kept saying how dependent she was on him and how she thought that they would get married. Its amazing how even when burying your loved ones people can turn selfish.
I feel so sorry for his family, his older sister was really taking it hard. And also Marc and John. they are both very stoic but I know its tearing them apart. I just wish there was something I could do but I'm there for them and that's the best thing.
I'll miss you Chuck.
Classes are pretty cool. My photo class is so redundant though. I know being back in Photo I will give me a good foundation and blahblahblah and I really do appreciate that but this is my fourth semester of photography and so far the classes have been "this is a camera, this is how you turn it on." *sigh* only 13 more weeks of that left! =p
Bryce is coming this weekend, yay! I like having friends around. Its going to be interesting to see how Erin and Ally are going to react to him.