"The Void"
So I've decided to apply for a job. I went out and got applications today.
I guess I'm hoping getting a job will fill this void that I have in my life right now. I wish that all of the times I feel unproductive, worthless, unwanted and what not..i will be scheduled to work so I'll be too busy to feel that way after all.
Lets just say....
idk. lets just say nothing then.
I just can't really describe whats going on with me.
Being new and making all these new friends was easier than I thought it would be, but I guess thats why so many difficult things are surprising me now.
"What is this road on which there is so much beauty and so much pain? So much love and so much suffering?" ~Alice Walker
I guess I'm hoping getting a job will fill this void that I have in my life right now. I wish that all of the times I feel unproductive, worthless, unwanted and what not..i will be scheduled to work so I'll be too busy to feel that way after all.
Lets just say....
idk. lets just say nothing then.
I just can't really describe whats going on with me.
Being new and making all these new friends was easier than I thought it would be, but I guess thats why so many difficult things are surprising me now.
"What is this road on which there is so much beauty and so much pain? So much love and so much suffering?" ~Alice Walker