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ok so maybe i should take my anti-depressant pills. im sooo fucking pissed off right now at the stupidest things. and i made will sad and now im crying and i cant stop and ugh just kill me. i hate that i have to put stupid drugs into my body to make me normal. i hate that i have to depend on them to make me feel better. i just want to go through my life normal and not so touchy. ugh i pretty much feel like telling everyone to just fuck off and die. but then i just wanna cuddle up to someone. god damn i hate myself