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May 10, 2006 21:45

a·rach·no·pho·bi·a (-rkn-fb-, -n-)
n.
An abnormal fear of spiders.

i have this. i know i do. but my dad doesnt get it. he just tells me to get over it. i cant fucking get over it! im scared to death of the ugly little fuckers. i was driving and i was at a stop light and i spider crawled across the windshield and onto my door. i freaked i got home and i didnt want to get out of the car. i was soooooooo scared cuz i saw it crawl up the window onto the roof. i thought it was gonna fall on me. but my dad just yelled at me. im fucking crying and shaking i can feel the stupid thing crawling over me. my skin feels like i have a hundred bugs all over me. im freaking out. i can feel it in my hair and on my back and the bottom of my feet. god help me. i cant make this feeling go away. what if its on me? omg omg get it off. ugh im so freaked out
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