Mar 20, 2004 00:30
ok this entry is going to be...me bitching basically so deal with it please :) thanks. It's not like I had a bad night or anything..just I've been thinking about this stuff a lot lately....makes me sad...
I feel like...I have no friends...like all the people I used to hang out with all hang out with each other now and I'm kinda just...over there .....----> ...
I feel like the people I used to hang around with every single day in the summer or every weekend last year and the year before don't really care for me anymore, if they ever did...it's like I have no real place I'm just there for when someone remembers me every once in a while. I don't like that...things are so temporary...I just wish I had like a set friend....someone who was always there.."best" friend whatever....They should sell those in toys r us or something. hmm.
Thinking about all of this has put me in such a sad mood. I just want to lock myself in my room and cry until monday or something.