Update
For the past two night ive been watching old home videos. They've brought back ALOT of emotion, seeing my nana and papa and how much the did for us. I miss them SO much, It feels like they were here yesterday, but its been 5 years since they died. I already cant remember so much, and i think thats whats more upsetting. I know its in my brain, but i cant always find it, ya know?
I dont know if its from watching these videos or what, But i was in the bathroom just staring in the mirror, and i turned to walk out, and i swear i saw someone, it was like 1am, so both my parents were in bed, Im almost convinced it my nana because when i came back in my room her hair brush that i carry in my purse was sitting just outside my purse on the ground, and i havent touched it all day. It startled me at first, but then i felt really calm, like i know shes here. All week while my parents were gone, i kept sensing something, i kept seeing things out the corner of my eye. I dont know how many of you beleive in ghosts and such, but i do, strongly now.
Anyways, i cried for awhile, i think i needed it, not a hard cry, but i think its good to shed a few tears now and then.
:SUBJECT CHANGE:
Me and my mom went to my sisters today, Took her the cute nike outfit my mom got the baby, with cute lil nike sandals! they are adorable, i should have taken a picture, but i didnt think about it. Daniel was there ( i dont know why im telling you that,but...) So i got a new belly shot, 24 WEEKS! getting bigger everyday! Im getting more excited! She finally started cleaning out the extra room, now we can think about furniture and a crib and bedding! I thinks thats the exciting part! I guess ill start thinking about the baby shower i wanna throw! YAY
Well heres a pic for ya'll
She keeps complaining about all the veins! lol i told her at least they arent stretch marks! Anyways, i think im off to bed now, Hope everyone has a good week if i dont update anymore.