Today was horrible.
Today was a useless useless day.
Drove 2 hours to see a friend. He thought more than friendship when all i could do was think about R. New guy was saying and doing all the right things but i just wasnt into it. I pretended to be hoping maybe i'd fool him and myself but no such luck on my end. I was wishing so bad i was with R that i was almost brought to tears.
So i left New Guy's house early and attempted to head home.
The on ramp to the 91 was closed so i decided to turn around and see if it was closed going the other direction and it was. So i was lost.
I found a gas station and got the address and mapquested it. [[thank god for sidekicks]]
i found the alternative route!
When i finally found my way, my mom called me and right as she was hanging up with me, a car was riding my ass.
He rode it for a while and i was like "wtf?" so i sped up to get outta his way.
Then i saw red and blue lights. WTF.
He pulled me over a mile after he had been tailing me and said i was speeding. Yeah i was speeding because i was attempting to get outta a jackass's way [[before i knew he was a cop]].
80 in a 45.
You better believe i'm fighting it.
You have no idea how horrible today/tonight was.
My face hurts from crying so much.
Drove 2 hours to see a friend. He thought more than friendship when all i could do was think about R. New guy was saying and doing all the right things but i just wasnt into it. I pretended to be hoping maybe i'd fool him and myself but no such luck on my end. I was wishing so bad i was with R that i was almost brought to tears.
So i left New Guy's house early and attempted to head home.
The on ramp to the 91 was closed so i decided to turn around and see if it was closed going the other direction and it was. So i was lost.
I found a gas station and got the address and mapquested it. [[thank god for sidekicks]]
i found the alternative route!
When i finally found my way, my mom called me and right as she was hanging up with me, a car was riding my ass.
He rode it for a while and i was like "wtf?" so i sped up to get outta his way.
Then i saw red and blue lights. WTF.
He pulled me over a mile after he had been tailing me and said i was speeding. Yeah i was speeding because i was attempting to get outta a jackass's way [[before i knew he was a cop]].
80 in a 45.
You better believe i'm fighting it.
You have no idea how horrible today/tonight was.
My face hurts from crying so much.