Nov 29, 2012 21:25
It's been awhile. Life is so damn weird. Just when you think you've got it pegged... something flips upside down...
Right now, honestly, I'm just accepting all of them as distractions. Focusing on my move to the Bay... away from here... far, far away.
It's been almost a week since we talked, since I said my goodbye and told him he knows where to find me if he ever needed... this could be it. I may never hear from him. I could hear from him tomorrow. Something could happen on his trip to Mexico, good, bad... I don't know anymore. I'm not sure I ever really did. All I know is...
I really wish he was here right now.
That things were different.
That this never had to stand in our way.
I miss you.
You really are the one person who truly understood me.
I hope this isn't it.
I guess we'll see.
Until next time, my heart.