Oct 22, 2004 10:53
I really believe i'm the black sheep of my family.
I'm actually very sick of being the minority in everything. From really stupid insignificant things like being the only one who has brown eyes and natural blonde highlights(Don't ask, just everyone else has red highlights. I told you, its stupid.). To major things, like, being the youngest. Being gay. Etcetera.
There are so many differences. They hate having something out-of-routine. I love doing new things, meeting new people, etc. They have the same (meaty, bland) food all of the time. I like trying new things, and creating things, and using flavorful ingredients, and having healthy low-fat natural foods. They're racist and homophobic. I am for equality rights for everyone.
I just see so many differences. I want to get away from my family before they turn me into some drone with no emotion or feeling.
My pensive mood didnt come out as well as I thought it would. I just want things to be different.