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I'm really going to miss the summer.
I am so happy with about 95% of what happend, Don't get me wrong, I was also content with the other 5% as well.
First off. I'm so glad I met Jack. At the end of May was just perfect timing. I remember the first day I met him I was suprisingly content when any other time I'm sure I would have been so nervous. I'm glad I got to experience everything I experienced with him. I'm glad I met Nicole too, even though we were only on great terms for about a week and a half. After the whole 'Yelling in the face incident' (which I thoroughly apologize for) he and Nicole lost touch and Casey came into the picture.
Secondly, I am SO glad that I'm good friends with Brad again. Mainly because I'm good friends with Casey, Kayla, and Brittany (when she's around, and not just with us in spirit) I love all of you guys and for the first time in my life, they (along with Jack) made me wonder and hope so badly that they would be in my life for a long time to come. I really want to be great friends as adults and don't want to be like most friendships during school, that eventually fall apart after graduation. I can really see myself being friends with all of them in Ten or Twenty years, even.
Third. I'm really going to miss this summer, because although I complained about having to do summer work for school so much, I actually enjoyed it, deep down. It gave me something to do and kept me from going crazy these last few months. I kind of regret not REALLY paying attention to the first books of the summer that I had to read, because I cannot even remember much of the plotlines along with anything else, and the first week or so of school I have quizzes/writing assignments on these books.
Fourth. I'm going to miss the late night talks with Leanne/Kody/Brad/anyone else who's online and stays up most of the night. I just remember so many nights where i would practically stay up all night talking to these folk. I had some really great talks with these people that some of the time really made me think and reconsider life.
I loved this summer most of any summer I can remember. Although some of the days melted together, the 'blur' was great. I learned a lot and changed as a person, for the better. I've learned to not take things so seriously and enjoy childhood, and yes I do mean childhood. It's very ironic how when I was young I wanted so much to be where I am today or older, but now that i'm here, all I want to do is be young again. I suppose I just want what I can never have.
Again, I just want to say I love all of you who are in my life currently and I hope you're in my life for a long time to come. I hope you all feel the same way as well.
I am so happy with about 95% of what happend, Don't get me wrong, I was also content with the other 5% as well.
First off. I'm so glad I met Jack. At the end of May was just perfect timing. I remember the first day I met him I was suprisingly content when any other time I'm sure I would have been so nervous. I'm glad I got to experience everything I experienced with him. I'm glad I met Nicole too, even though we were only on great terms for about a week and a half. After the whole 'Yelling in the face incident' (which I thoroughly apologize for) he and Nicole lost touch and Casey came into the picture.
Secondly, I am SO glad that I'm good friends with Brad again. Mainly because I'm good friends with Casey, Kayla, and Brittany (when she's around, and not just with us in spirit) I love all of you guys and for the first time in my life, they (along with Jack) made me wonder and hope so badly that they would be in my life for a long time to come. I really want to be great friends as adults and don't want to be like most friendships during school, that eventually fall apart after graduation. I can really see myself being friends with all of them in Ten or Twenty years, even.
Third. I'm really going to miss this summer, because although I complained about having to do summer work for school so much, I actually enjoyed it, deep down. It gave me something to do and kept me from going crazy these last few months. I kind of regret not REALLY paying attention to the first books of the summer that I had to read, because I cannot even remember much of the plotlines along with anything else, and the first week or so of school I have quizzes/writing assignments on these books.
Fourth. I'm going to miss the late night talks with Leanne/Kody/Brad/anyone else who's online and stays up most of the night. I just remember so many nights where i would practically stay up all night talking to these folk. I had some really great talks with these people that some of the time really made me think and reconsider life.
I loved this summer most of any summer I can remember. Although some of the days melted together, the 'blur' was great. I learned a lot and changed as a person, for the better. I've learned to not take things so seriously and enjoy childhood, and yes I do mean childhood. It's very ironic how when I was young I wanted so much to be where I am today or older, but now that i'm here, all I want to do is be young again. I suppose I just want what I can never have.
Again, I just want to say I love all of you who are in my life currently and I hope you're in my life for a long time to come. I hope you all feel the same way as well.