im feeling kinda lonely...
i cant stand most people..especially guys, there are very few guys that dont piss me off.....
im feeling like shit rite now....i hate being like this..i was soo happy and then i had to talk to shit head and he made it worse....im just so fucking tired of caring for poeple when they dont care that much about me...
why is it whenever i try to talk to this kid he shuts me out..?
why is it whenever i even attempt to try and make him feel beter he gets all pissy with me..?
why do i still bother?
i know why i still bother..because deep down i still care about him, when i sure as hell shouldnt because he has been nothing but an ass to me..
im glad i have good friends like,...cassie,clair,andy,BRIAN,korey,tom,missy,and matt to help me throught this shit...
im feeling like shit rite now....i hate being like this..i was soo happy and then i had to talk to shit head and he made it worse....im just so fucking tired of caring for poeple when they dont care that much about me...
why is it whenever i try to talk to this kid he shuts me out..?
why is it whenever i even attempt to try and make him feel beter he gets all pissy with me..?
why do i still bother?
i know why i still bother..because deep down i still care about him, when i sure as hell shouldnt because he has been nothing but an ass to me..
im glad i have good friends like,...cassie,clair,andy,BRIAN,korey,tom,missy,and matt to help me throught this shit...