storms.
there was so much electricity in the air last night.. the thunder was so loud it woke us up. then i couldn't get back to sleep because of the flashes of light coming through the window..
and then around 7:30 this morning, while tony was giving me a kiss goodbye and leaving for work, my grandmother died.
and i keep feeling selfish like this is just my pain.
she was a grandmother to other people too. and a mother. and a wife.
and not even that.. how many people die everyday? it's just every once in a while its someone you know.. and, on occation, its someone you love.
i'll tell you this though.. no one will ever have a better spagetti. no one will ever have better stories. no one will ever take me on better trips.
everybody that reads this go call someone you love and tell them.
because no matter how many times you say it, it never feels like enough in the end.
and then around 7:30 this morning, while tony was giving me a kiss goodbye and leaving for work, my grandmother died.
and i keep feeling selfish like this is just my pain.
she was a grandmother to other people too. and a mother. and a wife.
and not even that.. how many people die everyday? it's just every once in a while its someone you know.. and, on occation, its someone you love.
i'll tell you this though.. no one will ever have a better spagetti. no one will ever have better stories. no one will ever take me on better trips.
everybody that reads this go call someone you love and tell them.
because no matter how many times you say it, it never feels like enough in the end.