Nov 09, 2004 16:28
sorry to the people that care, i havent updated in a long ass time. ive been grounded and busy. i have a new boyfriend but its nothing that great. his name is matt nelson and we've dating since thursday. hes a sophmore and hes 15. anyways i have a headache i feel like shit, im bored. i have no life but im not complaining, the guy i like completely hates me. well actually every guy i like completely hates me except my bf. i dont even know why he likes me in the first place. im so fucking ugly. im the biggest loser. i get depressed alot and i have seroius issues. im so fat! im really depressed right now. i dont see how my friends put up with me. i dont even think my friends care about me. well i dont feel like writing anymore.