Mar 06, 2005 00:05
I don't understand you anymore. i don't know
where you think you get off, acting holier
than everyone else. you are no better than
any of us. you act like everything you do
is so wonderful and your so damn self righteous
you think you will win anyone over that way?
i can see through you, and eventually everyone that
you are trying to fill your life with will too.
you can't be fulfilled by people worshiping you
you can't be happy just because people think your
funny or smart or faithful. because your not those things
not anymore. and of all the things you should know if your
going to be that righteous, you should know that God is the
only one that can fulfill you. your so fake.
you pretend to be so God-ly and wonderful and then you
try to tempt me out of promises i have made. you give me
ultimatums and you try to make me fail. you were supposed
to build me up, you were supposed to understand.
why did you change? you used to be funny, and you
used to care about other people so much more than
yourself, you used to actually desire to encourage people
and you used to be good at encouraging people.
now the only person you encourage is yourself
you are so proud of all those who are falling for you
but its not even you anymore. so don't be proud.
you are a different person. you lie to everyone who
has ever tried to love you. you break them down, you
make them feel worthless. tell me the truth, you owe me that.
i love who you used to be, but i hate what you have become
it scares me that one person could change so much
and it scares me even more the way i feel about you now.
i have never been so disappointed in anyone, and you were
supposed to be the person who i could always count on.
i want you to wake up, and i want you to go back to where you were
but if you can't, then i want you the hell out of my life.
i am done worrying about you. it hurts too much.