Apr 18, 2005 22:23
I ask, that if I need you is that ok?
No reply.
I feel that obviously not.
Why is it when you are here everything seems perfect?
Because when you go away it is like hell.
When I need you the most I am non-existent.
Is this a taste of my own?
I wonder.
Still I feel, but not sure as to what.
Infatuation on behalf of both
that "one day" it shall become.
Closeness.
We have none.
Reality.
We are not such.