A Long Time Coming
I'll admit that lately I haven't thought much about boys. I can say it's because I was really busy, but the reality of it is this: I was tired of being ignored. I was tired of wanting someone so earnestly, only to be brushed aside so disparagingly. I was tired of falling for people for no reason other than to fall for someone.
In short, I was tired of the high school dating scene.
So what changed? Well, in short, I saw a boy doing a nice thing for someone, for the first time in a while. And it reminded me that I can't forsake the opposite sex entirely. Just because most of them are dicks doesn't mean all of them are dicks. And with that said...*drumroll please*
I'm not saying I like anyone. I'm not saying I have any intention of doing that thing I always do, you know, where I get my hopes up over absolutely nothing. I'm even not saying that boys are on my horizon.
But it feels good to be okay with boys again. And maybe one day, boys will be on my horizon.
Here's hoping,
Claire
P.S. Why am I so obsessed with such weird fanfictions? Anyway: www.fanfiction.net/s/5435295/1/The_Bonds_of_Blood
In short, I was tired of the high school dating scene.
So what changed? Well, in short, I saw a boy doing a nice thing for someone, for the first time in a while. And it reminded me that I can't forsake the opposite sex entirely. Just because most of them are dicks doesn't mean all of them are dicks. And with that said...*drumroll please*
I'm not saying I like anyone. I'm not saying I have any intention of doing that thing I always do, you know, where I get my hopes up over absolutely nothing. I'm even not saying that boys are on my horizon.
But it feels good to be okay with boys again. And maybe one day, boys will be on my horizon.
Here's hoping,
Claire
P.S. Why am I so obsessed with such weird fanfictions? Anyway: www.fanfiction.net/s/5435295/1/The_Bonds_of_Blood