well thats fine if you dont want chances because i dont care, but then agian you theres no arguing with you i should already know this, but hey its all over between us and if you still cant be honest about your interest in another guy right after you break up with me then thats your problem, i know i was honest to you everytime, and i had problems but i atleast admitted them, you never did, you lied, denied, and never tried to work it out unless i broke up with you thats it...but hey i guess your doing us both a favor i just hope your happy without me you deserve despite everythign you really do. i dont want your understanding anymore, i just made it through the hardest time of my life without your care. and i did fine, and i feel great, im dont fighting with you diana, im done trying to make you tell the truth...you'll have to learn on your own...im sorry for every ive done to you, im sorry for making you so unhappy...enjoy your life, and the lessons you'll learn then maybe you'll look back and understand what i was talking about...i loved you...but the next time i se you, you wil probly be with someone else just dont pretend to be nice when you dont mean it i dont want to embarass you just be happy and ill be happy, thats all i ever wanted for you, and without me your life cna be everything you ever wanted, because thats the message you sent me. dont bother replying to me on this thing because im not comming bcak to read your journal, dont bother replying on mine, just live your life and be happy diana i loved you once, but now you can love someon else if you havent already...tell him the treasure we once shared....if it was even real that is...because after the curve ball you threw me i dont know if you ment anythign you said over that 16 month period...wel anyways like i said i was always honest with you and loved you truly and would still die for you if you would only ask...good luck finding someone who will truly do the same. if you really want to still talk you have my number, but dont call to argue cuz im done with that shit. i wish you the best...the best that i could never give you. now im going to continue with my life because its actually really good right now in so many ways....love always.
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