im sorry about what i posted above, im calm now and talked to ashley, she made me realize alot of things shes such a good friend to you she really is your lucky be sure to thank her...but yeah im just still crying like a baby but i love you so much and i understand, i know i was wrong and i never ment to make you feel guilty, your the best gf a guy could ever ask for, youve been nothing but loyal sweet and caring since day 1, and i have been nothing but a jealious, insecure, asshole since day 1. im not asking for you back because i dont deserve you, im just saying sorry and incase i never told you enough...I LOVE YOU!!!<3333 your were always loyal and i had a hard time seeing that, but now i can honestly say i fully do, i love you im so sorry and i dont want you to come back to me because i dont deserve you i want you to live life and try new things be in other relationships but i want you to know that im here for you i love you and will always be waiting for you. that doesnt mean im expecting to be with you again because i dont. i just love you soo god dam much that ill be here for you waiting for you because your worth it, i dont know what exactly i mean by waiting for you i know if we did get back together i would want to tell you everything wil be perfect because is wont, but i know for dam sure i wouldnt let my insecurities get the best of me and make you feel guilty for stupid shit i know i would make you sure you confident of my trust for you and tell you i love you and your are the most beatufil angel every minute of everyday, because you are and i should of told you more often, i cant thank you enough for all you have done for me, i dont deserve any of it, you are MY everything and i dont desereve you back, and i understand that, i know its too little to late but i love you and i do trust you thats why im letting you go and accepting it all and thats why im encouraging you to try being in other relationships becasue i want the best for you and the best is what you deserve thats why we cant be together...im the worst...i just love so much, but i hope i can prove my trust to you because i do i realize so much, you are so sweet smart beautiful...god so many girls tell me how pretty my girlfriend(ex) is. im accpeting that you dont want to see me anymore as long as your happy thats all i want babe is your happyness, i would give you my eyes too see and would gladly give my life for your happyness and thats not bullshit you can takee that to your grave diana i love you such, i knew you were special the second layed my eyes upon you...you given me so much in life you gave me love back and a 16 month relationship to show for it thats more than i could ask, i will always remember the good times...and i dont even care to argue with you on anything anymore becuase even thoguh i could be defensive and say what i think you did wrong i dont care because i know ive been way worse and i dont care if you aruge with me hit me curse at me because i trust you and know you love me and at the end of the day i could call you mine...of course not anymore but thats how much i loved you and still love you. you are everyting and dont forget that, dont be sad about all this i brought it on myself for being selfish and stupid and giving in to my hang ups...and yes...ive been goign through a tough time...but its NOT YOUR FAULT remember that you have nothing to be guilty for and if you ever want a fuck up for a bf ill be waiting and i dont promise things to be perfect but i do promise that there wont be a single day that i wont lets you know how much i love you and how much i trust you, and you can count on that, im here for you i love you and will always be waiting my love, so incase i dont talk to you again farwell diana nino you were the best things that ever happened to a jerk like me, my heart is yours i love you.
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