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I wish i could be anerexic for two reasons #1 so that i can be skinny and #2 so that i wouldnt mind or complain when there is nothing i can eat in the house and my mom wont get me food. i sound like an idiot for for complaining about food but man o man i am hungry and i havent eaten all day and there is NOTHING in my house but cambels soup and i can only eat a lil bit of it or ill puke. im ususally a good sport about this but my tummy is like eating itslef the last thing i ate was last nihgt at like 530 and it was chicken salad with dans family. ughhhh!!! i wish my mom would just go fucking grocery shopping, and even when she does she gets all this bad s shit and junk food and my bro and sis fucking attack it and its gone in one day because when they eat its as if they had never seen food in their entire lives!! i wish mom would just look at it rationally instead of freaking out like a friggin physco. =/ oh well.