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"And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had" - verse out of mad world by tears for fears (80's music rocks!!)
"hey man, fuck it, right now, all you are doing is waiting to die. seriously, in the grand scheme of things, its all you got to look forward to. live your life how you want to screw everyone else who tries to change that." - jason, tonight at work. this kid's got a little bit of philosopher in him (not just from that though)
had a pretty good day today, although its hard for me to talk to my mom about anything more personal than work or something like that, i find myself haveing philosophical conversations with her more and more. mostly about faith, which is good, i need more contact with that than ive been getting. my nose is stuffed up and i have a lump on my jaw that isnt on the other side. its right under a mole too, could be cancer, and that isnt a joke. ive gotta make an appointment with the doctor for next week. didnt really bring a damper on my day though. im kinda in the mindset of what happens happens. plus it doent seem to be in an area that will be too hard to get to. its not like its a brain tumor or anything. got the girl who never talks to talk to me. now she wont shut up. haha. but its good, i like opening people up. its good for the complexion. aww crap, i just remembered i gotta do a picture for art tomorrow, ill come back to this later, or tomorrow or something... YEAH, OKAY!!!!!!
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had" - verse out of mad world by tears for fears (80's music rocks!!)
"hey man, fuck it, right now, all you are doing is waiting to die. seriously, in the grand scheme of things, its all you got to look forward to. live your life how you want to screw everyone else who tries to change that." - jason, tonight at work. this kid's got a little bit of philosopher in him (not just from that though)
had a pretty good day today, although its hard for me to talk to my mom about anything more personal than work or something like that, i find myself haveing philosophical conversations with her more and more. mostly about faith, which is good, i need more contact with that than ive been getting. my nose is stuffed up and i have a lump on my jaw that isnt on the other side. its right under a mole too, could be cancer, and that isnt a joke. ive gotta make an appointment with the doctor for next week. didnt really bring a damper on my day though. im kinda in the mindset of what happens happens. plus it doent seem to be in an area that will be too hard to get to. its not like its a brain tumor or anything. got the girl who never talks to talk to me. now she wont shut up. haha. but its good, i like opening people up. its good for the complexion. aww crap, i just remembered i gotta do a picture for art tomorrow, ill come back to this later, or tomorrow or something... YEAH, OKAY!!!!!!